Life is not easy

Life is not as easy as it may seems, and it is not just about living life to the fullest or enjoying it while you can but to do something that will make oneself proud. This is one thing that I have yet to achieved as I do not think I have done well in my exams, this certainly does not feel good for me as everyone around me seems to improve by leaps and bounds while I am still stuck at the same place, or deproving. This is certainly not something to be proud of and I feel that I did not meet my expectations in life.

Firstly, I failed my history test, it was something that I did not really expect, since I thought that the paper was quite okay, and it was the first time I failed a test in my whole primary and secondary life. I felt so upset over the first failed paper that I did not feel like studying for the next few tests as I have already failed one paper, why study for the other papers. This sentence seems to make sense at that moment as I had lost hope at that time. However, a friend of mine encouraged me to persevere on as I had already finished one paper, why not just finish all of them? In the end, I studied for the remaining of my test, I could say that I scored quite well for the others except for Language Arts which again is going to pull my marks down.

Maybe it's because I did not work hard enough, thus not able to fulfill my target that I set last term. Afterall, life is not easy, you cannot expect the marks to drop down from the sky. Nothing in the world is free, it comes with hard work and determination.

I guess it's time to go to mugging marathon, better than spending my time idling at home. I seriously need to get a MSG of 2 or less for next term and for EOY since I really do not want to go 3Q or 4Q. So mugging marathon, here I come.....